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Week 12

Day 84: Fragile Confidence

A physically better morning brought some relief, but reduced flexion triggered anxiety about losing ground after a few unfocused days. Training volume was high and manageable, yet recovery habits slipped again. A reminder surfaced: healing still requires patience and structure.

Pain Level 2/10
Swelling 2/10
Progress Photo Day 84

Woke up feeling much better. The knee felt lighter, but flexion was slightly worse than before. That caught my attention. I started to freak out a bit, feeling like I may have taken a step back after not really focusing for the last two or three days.

Breakfast wasn’t the healthiest, but it was fun - family around, relaxed mood. I dropped my middle one at the skate park and headed to the gym. Long session: one hour and thirty minutes. Arms, legs, and core. I trained legs using the PowerDot. Some patellar pain, but controllable.

Lunch with the family again. I planned a pool session later, but it didn’t happen.

At least I didn’t drink today, but another weakness showed up - sweets. That strange urge to eat everything in sight. Back home, more sweets.

On TV they were talking about Lindsey Vonn. She tore knee ligaments and tried to compete in a downhill race just eight days later. It didn’t end well. She crashed seconds after starting and broke her leg, adding even more damage. Sad story, but a strong reminder: healing comes before pushing.

Dinner, kids and wife asleep, and once again I broke the night watching the Super Bowl. Tomorrow, I need to be more rigid with sleep and eating routines.

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